FATHER GOD I FEEL LIKE IM PLAYING TUG A WAR WIT MY HEART AND MY MIND...I WANNA FOLLOW MY HEART BUT MY MIND IS SOO AT A STAND STILL...HOW CAN I SHUT OUT SOME1 THT I CARE SO MUCH FOR AND JUS GO WIT THE FLOW WEN MY HEART YEARNS SO VERY MUCH FOR THT PERSON.....I KNO THT IM SUPPOSE TO LET GO AND LET U HANDLE IT BUT ITZ SOOO HARD TO JUS BE PATIENT AND LET U HANDLE IT WEN IM SO BLIND TO WAT WILL HAPPEN....HELP ME PLEASE FATHER GOD BEFORE I LOSE MYSELF.....SEE ME THROUGH...