Dear God,

Lately, I've been a bit fatigued with the mundane activities. The mind is strong, but at times the body is weak. Work has been really difficult due to the lack of understanding from a particular co worker of mine. Although the spiteful things were only said out of anger, I still couldn't help but felt hurt. However, for the sake of my students, I will try my best to lay aside my personal feelings versus what I need to work on to improve as an English teacher. I been feeling a bit lonely a lot lately, and during these moments, I feel as if I cannot reach out to anyone. I know I am only 23, but sometimes I wonder when my potential partner will come. I've been waiting for him, and almost assumed I found one lately, but it feel as if I'm only viewed as a nice girl once again. I wanted to stay another year in this country mainly because I want to fulfill what it is I need to do for you. I want to be able to reach out to others in my community, and the youths in the group. So, I just simply pray and ask for peace today. Peace, forgiveness, and acceptance. As hard as it is, I just pray for those 3 things. I do really yearn to be loved by a christian guy, and I just ask for him to come into my life. I just want to be able to give joy to others, and in order to do so, I just pray for myself to be able to surpass how I'm feeling at the moment.

Sincerely,

Your child