Please continue to pray that Dan and I will reconcile. We first and foremost need to be back into church and put God first in our lives. I have been going to a new church for two weeks now. Last week when I requested pray for us, I broke down when I said "ex-fiance". I am hurting so bad over this and depression that when I don't work all I want to sleep. I know that we also need to be in counseling - not just for communication/miscommunication problems but things that are going on in our lives. I love Dan with all my heart and I believe that the Good Lord put me into his life for a reason and I don't want something stupid that I said be the reason why we broke up (FYI - all I said was to please don't ever treat me like a doormat). I have put my heart on my sleeve five times before only to have it ripped out, thrown on the floor, stomped on then thrown back in my face. I cannot go thru this again. Thank you Lord for giving me the gift of salvation 42 years ago and saving a sinner like me. I pray Lord that You will save Dan, as well as our relationship!