Dear God,

I'm 23 now, and I am currently overseas taking a year off from school. For the past year here, I have learned so much. Throughout my year here in Korea, I have not only taught students to learn, but also learned and grew as a person. Most of all, I was able to find you, and form a deeper relationship with you through my involvement with church, community works, and much more. Honestly, I thought about renewing my contract here in Korea in order to save up more money for graduate school, and start paying off my school loans when I come back. Furthermore, I wanted to be able to do more works for you, volunteer more, and do the best that I could do in order to serve and praise you- through my volunteering works. Yet, I am really conflicted with what you want me to do, versus what it is that I should really do. Lately, there has been a problem with being able to renew our contracts due to the financial problems the city of education is having. I am now a bit worried, a bit conflicted, and a bit confused. Where do you want me to go God? Where should I be, and if I returned to the states, how will I pay off my debt. My hometown is a dead town, and my parents cannot be able to support me. I'm so lost, and yet among the troubles, I still confide in you wholeheartedly. Wherever you want me to go, to be, I'll go. Until then, I will offer you my plans, my dreams, my worries, and my tomorrow.