Things did not work out as I had hoped, so I ask for your prayers again for Dan and I. I went over to his house after the meeting, but the van (not the SUV) was gone. I was thinking either he got a notice for a recall or he went in for an oil change. I was there for about an hour and then the urge to go to the bathroom hit me. It wasn't like I could go behind the house, and I had no way to go into the house. I had to leave and I knew in my heart that if I didn't see him in personally, knocking on the door would be useless when I came back. I am trying to pray every night for things to be the way they were before all of this mess happened. I want to be back in Dan's life in a positive way - his friend, lover, soul mate, significant other but most of all his last wife and no divorce. I know that we need counseling in many areas, but I know that once we are back together, I need to lead him to Jesus Christ. Honestly, Dan will not find the perfect lady, but I know in my heart that he is perfect for me and I for him. We are being tested and I feel I've passed every one. I do not want to be alone or die alone, and I don't want that for Dan. That is why I want us to be together. I pray that the Lord will hear my prayer request and allow us to be together for the rest of our lives. I know there will be ups and downs in our relationship, but I know with Jesus in our lives we can overcome anything! Lord, please bless each and every person who reads this,and Lord, please bless Dan and I!