Dear God,
I feel a bit weary, a bit disappointed, and doubtful. It hurts to love one way. I am 23, and I know it's not really an old age, but at the same time, I never had a long term, steady relationship. I was always hurt and left behind, and at times, having to leave others too. It's hard. I just want to be happy with a will power to serve while I'm in a different country, please you. Yet, it's hard when the person I like is in my church, someone who also loves you as much as I do. I have to act as if I have no feelings, and be strong enough to move on. It's hard. Please give me guidance to act right, to not let my emotions control me,and for me to steadily work on trying to better myself and help others. It's something that is not easily done, so I asked you to give me peace, give me hope, and give me strength to perservere through. I love you Father even when I'm not sure what it is I could exactly do, or think.

Sincerely,

Your child