I turned it all to God ... Put everything in your hands and then snatched it back just like the child that hands the broken toy over to his father and then snatches it back and this time shatters it because they couldn't wait on this timing ... Yup totally blew it all and let Satan have his moment .... But I turn it all back to yo my dear Lord please make it right this time in your time not mine.... Pray with me and for me to trust God again and his timing I can not let Satan win!! Amen