I have so much going on right now. My husband is bipolar and on meds but his days he is not himself I cant handle his mood swings and meanness he gives me and how he talks and acts towards me. I have been in pain for an out of align hip and tendonitis of ankle along with other health concerns and issues. He is going on the next 3 Mondays for skin cancer removals that are serious and needs cut out asap the doctor says. Instead of trying to be kind he is blowing up and calling my son names ting me to get out and no matter what I say or do Im to blame and he claims he has no problem its everyone else that has the issues. I have tried to be nice I have bent beyond what I should have helping him and being there with all his medical issues and surgeries as well as taking care of him and when I was told stay off of my foot and leg cause inflammation is so bad causing bad pains my husband said to me that's it we do our separate thing and if you want something get it yourself. It hurt like my heart was ripped out by this man I loved and wanted the old him back. Our finances are bad off I cant work and what little he gets on his disability don't even pay all the bills nor buy groceries. We are in a financial hurt about to have so much turned off and not much food. I have been praying so much and so hard but I feel maybe Im not praying right. I am trying to not lose hope and have faith just hard when it comes to how my husband has been. I have been told that the money is his not mine and I cant have my cell phone minutes cause it is his money not mine. I don't want to lose my marriage but I don't know what to do or say anymore to make it better. Please pray as of right now with so much going on I don't know what is best. Thank you and God Bless all.