Feeling of self routine, mental and physical illness controlled, my life back. For those who prayed for dad, thanks, god took him 2 weeks ago. Return of my roundedness and self. I love life and miss it. My son and husband miss me being there, I'm so lost. I need to come back and stay. Happy anniversary mom and dad in heaven, your first one together in 14 years. Help me get back and stay. I miss you both so much. Dad up there keep praying, mom look down and help me get back. I've done it before, it can happen again. Docs with all, salt, Lyme, lesions, just to connect to life, clarity. Thanks so much.