Frania and Ynnaf gave some good advice. You already know the answer to your dilemma. No one should be treated badly by a loved one. I don't think you want to spend the rest of your life with someone who treats you like that. God will be with you and will send Mr. Right at the proper time. You'll need a little time to get over this relationship. Be good to yourself. I think God wants that for all of us.

It sounds like you’re carrying a lot of pain and confusion, and anyone in your position would feel torn. When someone you love starts speaking to you in ways that hurt, it’s a sign that something in the relationship needs attention, not something you should ignore. What you can do right now is slow down, take a breath, and give yourself permission to look at his actions instead of the hope you have for him. You deserve to be spoken to with respect, and you deserve a relationship that brings peace, not doubt. I’m praying that you get the strength to listen to your own voice, to set whatever boundaries you need, and to choose the path that protects your heart — whether that means working on things with him or walking away. You’re not alone, and you don’t have to rush your decision, but you do deserve honesty with yourself about what’s happening.

you don’t deserve to be disrespected, you will never be alone, God is with you all the time. May you find the strength and courage to do what you think and feel is right.