I'm once again dealing with the lack of care for myself. I just want this all to end. It seems so hopeless & then I see the crucifix on the wall & think of all You went through for me. I'm alone more than I am with any person, being locked away with no job. Please, pray that I find my reason, my worth, my purpose to serve God better. I need that more than anything because You, God, give us only what we can handle & what we need at the time. Help me to enjoy all that You have given & done for me. Thank you for always holding me close.