Dear Father,
As bad as things are right now I want to thank you for everything that I do have. When things were good I was able to rest well. Now that Chelleges are put in my way I feel as if the world is collapsing. My sister who is getting married has been impossible to talk to. It feels like she is challenges me at everything. I know it is only talk but when she talks to me she sounds like she is yelling at me and I can feel the hate radiate from her. I am standing up for her and she invited her friends but not my children which makes no sense to me. I am actually afraid to talk to her because it takes very little for her to tell me off. It hasn't always been this way but she really feels she has to beat me at everything. I love her and want the beautiful sister who was understanding of me back. I know who is behind the scenes on this adventure I have been on and I want it too stop. Put that devil back where it belongs; away from me and my family. God give me the strength courage and knowledge I need to make it through this battle. Like in Isaiah 41:10 lift me up with your righteous right hand. God I love you! Through Jesus Christ my Lord and saviour I pray. Amen