Dear God Almighty, please bring my Samantha back to me. it's been so many years and I miss her so much. She is my first born daughter and oh God I love her so. When she was really young I didn't have a clue that I had mental illnesses, I knew something was wrong with me, I just didn't know what it was. I was a little girl growing up with my daughters I was a screamer and I'd swear like you wouldn't believe but it wasn't meant for them, it was coming out from the past, and my babies had to hear it. Sometimes I'd so angry and start screaming and then I'd run to my bedside on my knees and pray and ask God to help me stop being so angry at my girls. My oldest daughter is now 40 years old, she's married and has two beautiful daughters whom I've never meant. I do have 3 pics of them from their website. I sent her a book about Forgiveness and I've written her letting her know that I was ill and that I have been in therapy for over 30 years now and I want so much to be in her life again. one day not long after the letter, I received a phone call that read unknown and something inside me told me it was Samantha. I picked up the phone and it was quiet. I said Samantha is that you honey, please talk to me. She hung up. a week later the same thing happened, I said Honey I miss you so much please talk to me. That was around 3 years ago and nothing since. A part of me has definetely died without her. I hope if you good people pray that we can become Mother and Daughter again. Please I need your prayers and with hopes my phone will ring again someday and this time I will hear her voice on the other end. God Bless You All. Love you all