I have a lot of anger and sadness deep down inside... Someone hurt me really bad, and I can't forgive them because I don't feel that they're truly sorry. At the same time, I am upset at myself because it makes me feel even worse that I cannot forgive them... I feel that I have the right to be upset with them, but at the same time I don't want to be like this forever. I know that God can heal wounds, but sometimes I can't feel Him because all the pain is so burned in my head, that I cannot feel God's love. I don't want to feel like this anymore...

And today, I submitted my application for the University near me (UNLV), and I'm worried I might not get accepted. This is a really great school. I just hope they'll give me the opportunity.

My sister is starting school next week, and I am a little nervous and scared for her. Last year for her was hard because it was her first year in high school . I just don't want anyone giving her a hard time. I just hope she'll be okay her 2nd year. My family has also been struggling financially. I pray that they'll be okay to get back on their feet.