I pray god can restore my mind. I’m fighting depression and confusion from mental and physical and emotional a son verbal and spiritual abuse. I feel god knows what I been through and knows what has been heavy on me. I been trying to break free from the shackles the enemy has kept me entangled in and I can’t see to break free no matter how hard I tried to escape and fight. I feel I been battling this alone and I’m tired. I’m ready to give up. Because my spirit is critically broken, my heart is harden, I am so discouraged that I been on the vexed of ending it all. Because I can’t go on like this. Not when I have children. Not when I feel like nothing or no one.. no purpose in life nothing but pain and misery.