Aloha Flossy,
This is the first time posting comments here but I've been where you were where I was an addict and suffered extreme depression & anxieties wanting to end my life few many times.
But trust God, he loves you soooo much and forgiven you and has a great plans for you!!!
Have peace of heart knowing that God's got you and never will leave you regardless and hold on.
After many attempts of quitting alcohol and drug habits, finally been sober over 10 years.
My happiness index from 0 -10 ( 10 being happiest)
it was negative -1 as well for anxieties too but I've became sober from grace of God and got the right psychiatric treatments & meds, now living very peaceful and happy life.
I've given up on self but sweet Lord didn't give up on me so have FAITH FLOSSY and don't be so hard on yourself and know that you're Loved !!!
We'll all pray for you to have peaceful and loving life and new chapter to be reborn in spirit again!!!
In Jesus Christ name we pray ~ Amen ~ ♡♡♡

Your spiritual aunt,
Sonja

Lord, show me how to pray for Flossy, what do you have for her today? As Jesus went around healing the sick , casting out evil spirits raising the dead and preaching the good news, its also written that He never did anything except for what He saw His Father doing, so Lord I ask you to show me what you want to do it Flossy's situation now... Thank you Father... LIFE!!! He wants to give you LIFE in exchange for the spirit of death, I declare over you right now that you Shall NOT DIE but you shall LIVE and declare the works of the Lord, so I break off the ministry of the spirit of suicide, death & murder from Flossy, I command it to go now... It is written, that Jesus came to destroy the works of the devil, and then He commissioned us to go do the same, so right now by the blood, authority and Name of Jesus, I just DESTROY THIS WORK that the enemy is trying to do in her life and I cancel out his assignment against her... I tell fear to go, anxiety to go, depression go! and I cut off the wagging lying tongue & words of the enemy, Lord I ask you to lay the axe to the root of this thing, Lord give her your truth, about your love for her...
You are the lover of her soul, help her to discern everything that's not from you, help her to know what you are saying and what words are from the devil, help to to take every thought captive and bring them to obedience and empower her to not receive the enemies lies, thank you Lord that NOTHING can separate her from your love, give her your knowledge, wisdom and understanding...

I pray that you draw her into you, HIDE her from the plots of the evil one... LORD, thank you for the relationship you desire to have with her, strengthen it, yea, the enemy doesn't want you to have that deep intimate relationship with the Lord BUT he cant stop it either cause I see God is pursuing you Flossy, He's calling you deeper into HIM, His love for you is go great, He loves listening to you, talking to you walking with you, your voice your heart is pleasing to Him and He hurts with you, There He is in your midst. He's seen your faith in that here you are crying out to Him, bearing your heart out in transparency before others, You are forgiven... you are not offensive to Him but LOVELY, and His judgement isn't on you, His judgment is on your enemy which is HIS enemy, He has set His seal on your, you have the mark of GOD on you as HIS own and His wrath is against him who would try to hinder your relationship with the Lord... Lord pour out your Spirit on her and in her infuse her, Love flow like a river to her now, God, encounter her now, change her life, change her world, change her circumstances, give her all wisdom & power to partner with you in all these things...
In Jesus Name

Flossy...How has the Spirit of the Lord comforted you as of this moment?

Flossy!!!! God NEEDS You right now!!! Send an angel to her rescue her, walk with her, and to lead her to You!!! Please let us know what’s going on. You wrote this Dec 7 and we need to know how you are.

"Comfort ye, comfort ye my people" is what the Lord says to us for those who are in need of relief. God does not despise a broken spirit and a contrite heart and he is near. His sheep hear his voice and the voice of a stranger they will not follow. The "voice" saying destroy yourself is from The Destroyer, who is the Enemy of God and therefore your enemy. REPEAT THIS VERSE as often as needed, memorize if necessary: "The LORD is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving." ~Psalm 28:7 (from the New Living Translation of the Bible)

Dear Flossy,
Be strong and of good courage; Do Not Be Afraid, nor be dismayed,for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

Sending some special prayers your way right now and I do get afraid . Just know that it will pass and He is always with you .
Hugs,
MICHAEL

Flossy,

May the Peace of God fully surround and uplift you. You are loved and He has you!!!!

Dear Flossy,
Im now seeing this and I pray that you are in a better place today. The bible says that nothing can separate us from the love of God. He know everything about you and He still loves you. Isn't that awesome? He will help you. Don't ever give up. Jesus loves you unconditionally

YOU ARE NOT ALONE! We are with you. Praying for you. Be Strong You are so loved.

PLEASE don't give up!!!! I am praying for you. Hope that God gives you the strength and faith to overcome your fears immediately. DON"T give up, you are loved and needed by us all. In Jesus name

Praying for you PLease Please please hang in there So many people are praying for you God will give you the strength to get you through anything.
God LOVES you :)

IN JESUS Name satan GET BACK - She is a child of the King of KINGS!

I understand where your coming from..i myself had to walk through a habit of 30yrs..addiction to opiods..i felt like suicide was the only way..i found God..Im on the methadone program and im living a good life..you to can do this..Trust in God ask for help whatever it is ..its not worth taking your life
.Jesus loves you..

Flossy. God and Jesus both hear your prayers and you. Sometimes things need a little time to get moving. Sometimes you have to listen harder to hear God speaking to you. There is a good saying in the bible; "Be still and know I am God". I am not making light of your problems, but asking you to listen for God talking to you. He loves you and is trying to help. He is helping you as we talk and pray here. I don't know what your sorrow has done to you, but I am praying for you and will continue to. May God Bless you greatly and send you His love.

We are praying for you but what is your name and what do u want us to pray for?
Jesus Loves U he Dies for U and there is no need for you to die God bless U Just praise and thank him for your situation and all will be fine soon.

Please know first off that God loves you SO much!! He will never let you go! Ask God to heal you of your pain and fear and He will help you. I pray that God will take away all your suffering and bring you peace, the peace only HE can give through Christ Jesus! Hang in there, and God be with you!!

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Dear Lord your child is crying out to you Please Please help her in anyway you can. You said we have not cause we ask not she is crying out HELP HER!

God loves you and he's a healer. Please God come into her situation right now and give her peace. Holy Spirit hear her cry and hear our prayer on her behalf.

We love you and you are not alone....ever.....HEALING PRAYERS LORD,please for Flossy and anyone who needs you,hear our prayer for all!

God is with you and God loves you. He will keep you and calm your fears and anxiety. You are meant to live. God created you to live. I stand with you in love. Your life is important. Your life matters. You are important in this life. I love you!

I have been in a similar situation. I won't sit here and say that I know exactly how you feel because I don't but I can say many a time I have been very close to taking my own life and I was in so much pain. God has a plan for us all. We might not understand at the time, but God does not make mistakes. I will continue to pray for you. Please reach out if you need to chat privately.