Lord God, I am in so much pain because of what’s happening right now. I have been lied to and cheated on multiple times, but still accepted him. In the end, he chose the other girl over me. It pains me to know that he can do something like this despite all the things I’ve done for him and to save our relationship. He never saw my value in his life. I feel so useless, alone, sad. I have been suffering from anxiety attacks because of this. I just want peace of mind.