I have a plate and rods from my head into my upper back and recently learned that several screws are loose. I'm scared. Three surgeons said that intubating me is too risky because I have so much metal in my neck, yet, without surgery, the prognosis is not good. I'm also struggling financially. My husband died 2+ years ago and being alone is so hard as well. I don't know how much strength I have left. I've had so many surgeries and I'm tired of struggling with pain. I know God hears prayers, so I came here hoping He will hear any offered for me. Thank you.