Heavenly Father,

Idk what to do. I have relentlessly praying, sowing my seed, going to church, raising the children up to know You, singing the hymns, living and breathing your word Lord. And I feel depleted of everything. My faith not as strong as before. I feel unseen, unloved, not appreciated, emotionally and mentally abandoned in a time I need it most. I’ve prayed for change in my spouse as I approach my due date. I’ve prayed for restoration; I prayed to remove the seed of depression, resentment,bitterness every time that spirit visits me. I been obedient to your instructions. And I still feel a black hole swallowing me. Lord I truly seek your guidance for ordering my next foot steps because the person I love has emotionally disconnected from me. you showed me a revelation for my marriage but I don’t know how to attain it anymore. & then on top of that I won’t stop bleeding in my last trimester. And feel like he doesn’t care. Lord I’m begging you to show me mercy & glory. I’m lost. I need a touch lord from you . I need you to order my steps. I need you to show me how good it can get cause I’m tired of crying and being on auto-pilot to make it thru the day.