Prayer Request
Can l ask that you pray for me
? I've been in a toxic relationship for 2 years. I have asked him to leave my home but he won't. It's got physically tough to the point of being beat for 4 1/2 hrs. I didn't know when or how but l got a gun out and shot him in the arm.
He doesn't live here anymore, and we did our courts stuff. My home owners won't pay for his damages to arm, do he's now coming after me and my accents. Plus he thinks we should still get along!
I'm not mean person! He pushed me over my limits.
Now lm on anxiety and depression medication.
In honesty. I feel like a walking around in a zombies state. Like lm close to a break down!
Before him, l was socia.l l worked, got along with everybody! Now lm scared to leave my home. Even to go for groceries or counceling it takes forever for me to get ready!
I've been praying so hard for me to follow my Lords wishes, but l feeling l failed Him too.
Please help me pray for my peace if mind and my ability to stay strong +
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May the Lord heal your heart, mind, soul and spirit š¤²š¾ may He strengthen you to forgive this person and to put the past behind youš¤²š¾ I pray the Lord Jesus helps to walk in the Spirit of power, love and a sound mind. And may you be fruitful to His glory in all that you do. Amen
Thank you!
I'm finally on a good path!
Our Father is listening and with His guidance l can forgive myself.
Bless you!
I am praying for you, first forgive yourself, accept that God loves you, I believe in you and that this was a one time action by a woman who had to protect herself and you nor anyone else should blame you for that. God bless you in all that you do.
Thank you!
Your support and understanding is a great gift.
God bless you, always!
We a all have to face our own demons and accept responsibility for our wrong ways. Our Lord Jesus clearly says to forgive and to pray for those who are hurting you. All of us are God's children and all of us have fallen short of his Commandments and his live and mercy. We can run away but we cannot hide away from his glare on our sins. When God asked Cain who shot his brother and killed him, he also answered God arrogantly instead of admitting his sins and repentance. That is why God's forgiveness and peace cannot cannot heal Cain from his sinful ways. So go down on your knees and ask for forgiveness for almost killing your husband in yr fit of anger for our time on earth is short and a heaven is miles away from the sinful soul. Pray the "Our Father" prayer always and you will know what I'm talking about. š
Thank you ! Some of your words were a little direct, but l understood what you are saying. Believe me! I am talking to my Heavenly Father. I know He hears me. And l do that know that He is keeping me safe.
Our daily visits have shown me alot about myself.
Isn't He amazing!!!!!
Wow Terri thatās serious stuff. I really donāt know what to say but to agree that you are not a mean person and yes we can get pushed over the edge. God understands and loves you the same as He did when He put you together in your motherās womb. I only pray that as the days, weeks, years, time goes by, that your past doesnāt stagnate your future. You have 2 choices. You can live in what happened or lei it go, and this takes a lot of prayer and discipline, trust me Iāve been there - and you can move on, serve The Lord, fall in love one day, and be happy. Terri, sometimes you have to create your own sunshine āļø God bless you sweetie. Jesus is there.
Thank you! Your words are kind. Since the incident, lm got a great support group through my church. I'm talking to my Pastor on a weekly basis for now.
And God and l are good! Yes, He still loves me. And yes, He does want me to start anew. Rely more on myself instead of others.
I lost my husband 3 yrs ago after 36 yrs together. God has been telling me to let many things go and to be free and happy again. But that it all starts with me!
Your understanding and positive words, are much-needed and l thank you!
God Bless you, Peter
Praying for you Terri I know it is hard you have been with this man for so long been intimate with him and now you have soul ties But God can do anything and He can break that tie to that unhealthy relationship. You have to pray and take a stand which I know is so hard but God will be by your side and help you. You can bind all that evil In Jesus name and loose the power of in Jesus Name. Ask Holy Spirit to guide you and like the other lady said if that is not your home ask Holy Spirit to guide you to your new home and good job get affiliated with a good church and let God take over your life. Psalms 91 In Jesus Name Amen....
Thank you for your prayers and reaching out to me.l am back with my church. I have a wonderful support group there. What happened that given time, l still deal with that... but it's getting lighter.
I've been visiting with God and I know we're working together on this.
Again, thank you! Your advise was nice. And your heart is golden.
Dearest one,
I was also in a toxic relationship, many many years ago. IF the home you are in does NOT belong to you, then leave. take up your pallet [ as God said ] and walk. Leave the toxic home, take what means the most to you and just leave. find another place, maybe in another city or state, and start again, and get a doctor that will take you off the meds you are on, and come back to your church of worship, and follow God more closly. I did it many yrs ago, you can to. Follow God, stay strong in what your faith is with him.
Thank you for sharing and your advice. God and l are working on my strengths everyday. I do wish l could have just walked. The home belongs to me, and after years of paying insurance to protect me, they won't. But l have something better... my Lord.
I have always been good with my church. And l have a great support group there!
Thanks again for reaching me. Means alot!