Please help me pray for a financial miracle. I'm getting married in October, but due to circumstances the money went down the drain and we're trying so hard to save up what we'll be owing. We've already cut back on so much and we can't back out of other contracts. We have a $3000 payment in 2 weeks for money we don't have anymore. My credit cards are over limit and I can barely make a dent in payments. Rent is due. Student loans are due. We have a 2 international family trips that we can't get out of anymore so we need money for that (and also I want to see my grandpa, it might be the last time I do). I feel like I'm drowning right now. My car is just hanging in there and I really need to get it fixed and I assume that'll be another $2000 at an auto shop I might not trust anymore, but bringing it to Honda would mean maybe $5000 which I absolutely cannot afford. No car means not being able to get to work. No work, no pay, and not enough PTO for everything that's happening this year. I just need help. I need to feel like I'll be ok. I keep faking trying to be strong and that it'll all work out, but honestly, I need help. And despite me not having enough, I gave money/bought food for friends who may need it. It feels a little irresponsible of me when I'm already struggling, and it hurts my wallet, but I know they're also going through something similar and just really hanging in there. Oh, and we just went to the vet yesterday. It was an $1800 visit. Our little one might have to go back next week, but I'm praying he doesn't because I won't really have enough and the exam really took a toll over him. But if he does, again, I'll do what I can to make sure my baby is healthy. I don't know...I know God wont money won't just fall from the sky, but no matter how much I work it's just not cutting it. I work till early morning sometimes. I'm tired :( physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. I guess I just needed somewhere else to vent. Thank you for reading this far.