I feel like I am drowning in the abyss with everything in my life, my finances/debts, marriage, unemployed and most importantly my relationship with God. I need a supernatural miracle that only God can do. I feel so alone and depressed where I can't seem to function. I am a mom to a young son who was recently tested to see if he is on the spectrum. I feel like I am failing everyone including God. I need prayer for a spiritual breakthrough in my life.