I remember my last real prayer to God ending in the words "the blood of Jesus"... Asking for my salvation once again. Asking for a miracle once again. For something real to fall from the sky and give me a 180 and put me on the right course. For God to take control because I lost all control long ago. I can't go on living on copilot. This way of life is only leading me to eternal death. Although I'm wicked and I'm tainted, spoiled and rotten, my prayer is for this rust to return to shine. This rot to return to fruitfulness. This fallen home to return to a sound structure. In the name of Jesus, I pray. Please take this world away and make me whole once again.