GM Diana and I got some proof for you lol. The answer to your two questions is to read John 3:16. Once you read it from the Bible let t it resonate in your mind. That is just one of many scriptures of God to inform you in his love for you. Not only that he's telling you he loves you like giving you breath in your body to be alive and well, sheltered fed do not entertain thoughts from the enemy that you are not loved, please dismiss those untrue thoughts immediately because those are lies from Satan. Hope this helps and I hope that you be proactive and truly read John 3:16. Have a great Thursday 😍😁😆