Dear God, I come to you on Bended Knee, Gd im so lst and need your hand. I lost my mother from Cancer a month ago,im homeless and have no income, im suicidal and just dont want to be here anymore.Ive tried to make a better way,but I have no way. I went to Culinary School,but living 60miles away from school with a car that was older then my last child,gave out so I had to drop out. I published my first book,but its not selling. God Please send someone who can guide me to my purpose here on earth. Im so so Lost and tired. I feel hopeless and that my life just doesnt matter. Thank you and God Bless!!!!!