Dear God, I come to you on Bended Knee, Gd im so lst and need your hand. I lost my mother from Cancer a month ago,im homeless and have no income, im suicidal and just dont want to be here anymore.Ive tried to make a better way,but I have no way. I went to Culinary School,but living 60miles away from school with a car that was older then my last child,gave out so I had to drop out. I published my first book,but its not selling. God Please send someone who can guide me to my purpose here on earth. Im so so Lost and tired. I feel hopeless and that my life just doesnt matter. Thank you and God Bless!!!!!

Dear God,
Im at the end of my rope,everything I do fails. I know theirs a Purpose but I just cant seem to live up to whatever that may be! I lost my mother this year and our relationship was so strained that now I will never know if she truly loved me! I published my first book,but its not doing well as I hoped. I know suicided is never the answer,but sometimes I wonder if it would be better if I was here! I have four children and nine grandchildren and I dont see them as much as I want due that their al spreaded out!!!! I just want to be able to be a productive Human Being that can provided for her self as well as for my family. Im also the eldest of four children and we arent close and since mother passed ive been made to suffer in silence. God I know if it wasnt for you I would have died along time ago,Please im asking to to mantain, I dont want to be rich I just want to be able to live instead of just surviving. Thank you!!!!