Are you saved? If not then you should ask him into your life. Next if you are look up what God said about homosexuality, he loves you but hates the sun because it leaves you bondage. Gods word is truth. I use to have severe panic attacks, I memorized scripture on anxiety and every time it happened I would speak out loud the verses, it took awhile but they are gone. When you know how you are and speak it out loud, Satan will be defeated.

I just went through the exact same thing, God helped us find a home we could afford and able to buy. It’s really lovely better than the house we were renting. Put your trust in him and thank him for what he’ll bring you. He is always faithful