Please pray for me...lately I have been unhappy about my life and especially now. It seems that every decision I make is out of survival and not really what I want to do. God has given me many gifts...writing, singing under the anointing, performing artist, teacher in (elementary school) and the Word, intecessor, preacher of the Word...yet I am so very unhappy because I feel like I have not accomplished in life and have done the things I am gifted to do. I have a major heart cry for helping people in the world...the lost, dying, and the sick..yet when I stepped out 2 years ago and gave up all to follow the Lord...I ended up destitute, losing my home, no money, no job, living hand to mouth and alone....At the time I had been walking with the Lord for18 years. I literally felt like God had left me. It was a dusty desert place with no water. People who were suppose to be Christians talked about me and how stupid I was to give up all. I fasted and prayed about stepping out to serve the higher call for 3 years before I stepped out on faith...needless to say..I won't be doing that again..yet I feel so sad because the dreams and visions in my heart can't stay there..HELP!

Please keep praying for me...I am facing some very serious issues with my home..I have cried out to God for help, yet I don't hear Him. I read the Word pray, stand in faith, and fast...and nothing..I am a true believer and a person who honors ans serve the Lord with my heart..for years. I know we will be tested, but this storm has been raging fiercely for the past year..but I have been in it for 3 years. When will God answer? I feel weak and useless...every area of my life is dust and barren.....At times, I feel very unmotivated to serve God and I have been walking with the Lord for 21 years...yet I ask my self.."Where would I go? You have the Words of Life" WHERE is God when you are hurting and you are a child of God? I was not this miserable as a sinner in the world. I don't understand being miserable as a Christian..after 20 years. Someone please intercede for me...

I want to thank all who sincerely prayed for me during the time of storm and need. My situation hasn't changed..but I have changed and continue to be changed in my situation. I still face some severe pressures, but I am not alone. I have found a place of peace in the valley...green pastures beside some still waters..please continue to whisper my name in prayer as you intercede for others...