I am so sorry you are going through this. I cannot begin to imagine the pain you are going through. God is always with you and this is one of those times you need to give it to him and trust in him to take care of it. If you're anything like me it will be a challenge for you but I have faith in you. God knows your pain and knows how much you love your son. He will show you favor and everything will work out. Be patient and trust in our loving God. He always keeps his promise to never leave or forsake us. God Bless You!

I will be praying for your family. I know this time of year is hard for people. My first husband took his life on December 23rd 11 years ago. He battled anxiety for so long and it finally got the best of him. I try to think of the great memories we shared and know that his mental illness can no longer hurt him. This year I've become much closer to God and my faith has become so much stronger. I am focusing on the true meaning of Christmas. I pray your family will enjoy this special holiday. You obviously are a close family and with you enjoying the birth of Jesus it will help them as well. I pray for God to help them feel the blessing and happiness at Christmas and every other day. May God bless you and your family.

Serina I am sorry to hear that you are going through this as well. I will be praying for you! I'm learning so much about my faith through this. I'm a worrier and a fixer but I'm giving everything in me to trust in God. I surrender! God knows our struggles and promises to never leave or forsake us. He never breaks his promises praise God! Hope you have a great day today!

Amen!

Thank you all so very much for your prayers. I know how great our God is and I have faith our prayers will be answered. This time of horrible challenges has given me time to reflect on the things in my life I want to change to be more pleasing to God. I am doing all I can to make my relationship with God closer through prayer, scripture music and sermons. There is greatness in the midst of this storm.