For routine back, conviction of self and for this hell to be over. I miss spontaneity and my life, sleeping sound and waking with who I am. Stress and illness not good mix. For dad getting used to his life in a home with a newly amputated leg, fiends and family illnesses, for return of my groundedness to come back and stay. For feeling of self. thanks so much.

Feeling of self routine, mental and physical illness controlled, my life back. For those who prayed for dad, thanks, god took him 2 weeks ago. Return of my roundedness and self. I love life and miss it. My son and husband miss me being there, I'm so lost. I need to come back and stay. Happy anniversary mom and dad in heaven, your first one together in 14 years. Help me get back and stay. I miss you both so much. Dad up there keep praying, mom look down and help me get back. I've done it before, it can happen again. Docs with all, salt, Lyme, lesions, just to connect to life, clarity. Thanks so much.

...that I get my life back with my friends and mostly life with my love of my heart and son. My mind get back home, I miss life too much and it hurts. I miss u mom and dad. Please look out for me and make my clarity come back. Please, I'm tired.

That the numbness goes away and I get back home to me and my life. I miss sleep, relaxation, free time that iloved without it being in terror. Help me get faith back I'll be ok in my skin again. Clarity have someone show me the way please.

Please help me think clear again, sleep again and be me again. I'm so tired and sick. I miss you this thanksgiving mom and dad. You're together now (mom like it or not). Please help me.

Please help me. My head has never been like this before and I knw I'm scared. Help docs and me fix me. I want me back in a real world, real fears and just make believe the last 2 years didn't happen. I'm too numb md tired to have faith and pray. Help me to have others lead me I'm so lost. Ko, Annelise, Mary help. Frank and Frankie, , I'm trying.

Please god, that my mind mends as whole with me back in tact. I'm tired and need the peace and conviction I once had with my friends and family. Please soon. It's the worst time of my life, just want to be me again minus the thoughts, questions, just to be what I was before and had before. Conviction of self, mind/ body with me and my guys. The mind to just stop being open and close to me on the right page. Please give me the peace and reality of perspective of what's important. Thanks for listening. I always believe in you. For others in this shape, just mend, please. Sicknesss mind is a horror. For the simplicity and gratefulness I always had. Please nd thanks.

Please God let me wake up and this be over. I know i'm scared and i DON'T KNow how to come back. Please get me back to who I am in perspective, as me with my husband, son. life like last week. Mom and dad, please help me. I want to feel in my skin again, please. Soon, I miss what i HAD THE NATURALNESS OF MY DAY WITH ALL IN IT. THANKS PLEASE HELP ME. PLEASE. I DON'T WANT TO BE A STRANGER TO ME ANYMORE. Please see my heart.

That god gives me the gift of self back. Mi had it a few weeks ago and had conviction. Please god, I have to stay, it hurts so much in confusion. I'm not like this. Please help me get back with me and my guys to stay. I need you, please I want to think the way I used to, feel the way I used to, I miss my life. Please, mom and dad help me.

Please help me get my life back with those in it the way it was. To wake with an open mind in my life as I am. It's happened before, please let it happen again and stay. I know you should pray with your heart, it's numb. Please make it come back with my common sense and my reality. That I have treatment and keep it dormant and my mibe and life just me and my family. I need you. I was strong, it's just going on a long time. For those suffering with this, please let them see light at the end of the tunnel and come back home. For feelings back, comfort, scared, life, PLEASE. I miss my life.