Dear Nicole, I've been where you are and I know the only way to get out of it was to make myself focus on positive things, to be grateful for every tiny thing I could think of and speak it out loud, to make positive declarations several times a day. It's a spiritual battle we're in. The devil plants negative thoughts, you need to combat this with the words of your mouth. Read proverbs and psalms daily. Speak out on faith what you want your life to be
I understand. I am the same. I cried out to God and he has soothed me. I also posted a prayer on my echurch and prayers did help me. Ask God to bring you new friends. Go often into the secret place. Worship him. I remember feeling so irritated when I was lonely and someone told me to do that but it does help so much, trust me. xx I will pray for you.
Dear Lord, thank you that you love Tina and want the best for her. Rats, noise, stalkers are not the best for her. Please open a door to a wonderful place to live very very soon, much better than she'd ever imagined. Thank you that the place is already lined up waiting for her. I decree by faith it will come to her attention very quickly and they'll accept pets etc...Amen.
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I pray you'll seek righteousness. God is a holy God. You'll never be happy with your current mind set