Please help my daughter manage her disease and give me understanding for my youngest while letting her see my love. Please keep my boy safe and on the right path.
Please send a miracle to my friends going through a hard time. No one should have to take a plea out of fear for fighting what shouldn't be. Please help us keep our property and parents. Let the judge see how the bank denied our rights and through all their lies. Help me stay on track so I can expose them.

I am failing my children and at life. I am broken. My heart hurts so bad and I constantly wish for God to just bring me home and take me away from all this pain. I know I should be grateful. I believe, hell, I know their is a God. It's not that I dont have faith. I dont understand how can I hurt so much knowing if I let God work in my life and trust in him, I will be better off. I know I do forget to pray and often fail to see the blessings. I need help out of this hole. I need guidance and strength. I need a desire for life over death. I need to find my gratitude. I need prayers to save my soul as I fear if I cant find how to move past the pain I've been three and to forgive I wont be forgiven for the wrongs I've done. I know God is there. I need to know what I am doing wrong.