I give you kudos for having the strength to realize and acknowledge your need for some help. Since you are asking for prayers, I assume you have faith in Jesus. So ask for his guidance, ask He opens doors for you to find the help you need. Look to the Church Perhaps the pastor knows of someone that can give you a break, or a counselor that can help you learn to cope. Check with your local Health and Human Services dept. As difficult as this would be, perhaps consider adoption. That may sound drastic but would be better than allowing things to push you beyond the point of no return. Remember to pray, remember to listen. I will also lift you up in prayer. Good luck, and Godspeed