Hello, my name is Craig, im 63 years old retired, and should be happy, now not working, i go home to the van i live in, and try to go to sleep, and repet the same thing i did the dy before.Ihave one brother, but we dont talk,and imwaiting for back surgery, and what im trying to say is im a real mess,im asking God to take controll, cus i cant dothis by my self, so if you read this a can say my name in a pray request, thankyou and God bless and thanks for youre time, Craig