God sets the lonely in families. Thats a promise for you in the bible. I cant imagine what you are going through, but God cares so much about you, never doubt that. Your life will be a testament to his Love and goodness. Even now hes sending people to surround you, to encourage you and to direct you into your calling. Get in to a spirit filled church if you arent. If you are, surround yourself with believers and be real with them. The devil attacks you right where you are called. Hes after the motherhood calling on you life, but dont be afraid you have the authority to put him in his place. You are a mother to the orphans and a comfort to the lonely. God has amazing things for you, even if you cant see it yourself right now. Don't shy away from it, or recluse. Press into your calling. Press into God.
In the name of Jesus I command all demonic activity to cease in her life. For strongholds to be broken and supernatural healing to be hers in body mind and spirit. I thank you for the calling on her life, that you bring spiritual parents to raise her in your kingdom, and that she is a mother to the motherless. God you know the pain she feels better than anyone ever could and I thank you for comfort only you can bring. Thank you her past is in her past and her future is so amazing that she cant even picture it right now. Thank you your love surrounds her and springs forth into others. In the name of Jesus amen!
I'm interested in what happened in your life between those years? How old are you? Are you apart of any local church?
Dont give up on it though. I promise its worked for me multiple times. Anytime I feel depressed or Low commitment/motivation, I go back to that same question what am I feeding on. If this is something you truly want for yourself, you have your part to play. What I learned was I have freewill, God cant force me to press in. Commit to a certain time frame 21 days with no TV, Movies, Video games, Social Media or News. Cut caffeine and sugary drinks and replace it with water for 21 days. If you have issues with a Daniel fast just start by replacing processed foods with better ones.
Also Demons are real you have to rebuke them just like Jesus did. "Spirit of depression trying to stop me from achieving my God given destiny I rebuke you in the name of Jesus." There are forces at work trying to keep you from all God has for you.
The 2nd best advice I ever received in my marriage was be the spouse you want your spouse to be. The first was put God first. It doesn't matter if he/she deserves it or not. There were times when I was a complete selfish jerk but the unconditional love of my wife made me better because eventually your conscience catches up with you. Be friends again and find ways to laugh together, even when it feels impossible. And keep prayer as a constant in your life. God can change the heart of a king he can certainly work a miracle in your marriage.
I know things look bleak if you listen to the news, but I believe this is your best year. I believe God is going to show up in a big way. Stay humble, stay teachable, be grateful for what hes already done and expectant for what he's going to do. You have an amazing father who wants to turn your life around and bless you. Believe and let him.
Remember we are spiritual beings as well as physical ones. Both sides need to be taken care of. I was in the same boat. Be mindful of what your taking in in both areas. Are you taking in junk or renewing your mind? For me I was eating junk food, sugary sweets, and watching crap TV and Movies. My life was a wreck and I had no motivation. I had big goals and plans when I was younger but I didn't care anymore. A Pastor challenged me as I'm challenging you to commit to eating healthy and pressing into God. Do a Daniel fast and stick to it, cut sugar and caffeine (it sucks I know, I was drinking 4+ cups of coffee a day). Replace your time watching movies or playing video games with time spent in prayer, listening to life giving sermons and reading the bible. Press into God. It sounds preachy but it really does work. God has an awesome plan for you my friend. Press in and find out what it is. There are 7,000 promises in the bible for you. He can't lie and he cares about the desires of your heart. Its all yours you just have to be obedient and say yes. God changed my life and I know if you ask him to and do what he says, he'll change yours too.
I just wanted to post on here and say how good God is. I see lots of people struggling on here and I felt compelled to tell everyone to stay in there and keep the faith. God can't lie and all of his promises are yes and amen. I know things look bleak if you listen to the news, but I believe this is your best year. I believe God is going to show up in a big way. Stay humble, stay teachable, be grateful for what hes already done and expectant for what he's going to do. You have an amazing father who wants to turn your life around and bless you. Believe and let him.
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Amen!