So sorry for your pain... (sadly, I understand what your going thru) .. but don't lose faith if this man is to be apart of God's divine plan, or purpose for your life.
Ask God. And ask Him to confirm who or what's best for you.
Because only God truly knows the heart, and the scriptures say to seek His Kingdom first and all things- (that you ruly need) will be added unto you.
In the meantime let Jesus be the focus of your life right now- as well as the desire of your heart. And most importantly, focus on taking care of yourself. (and to guard your heart & mind!)
Instead of looking back at what's missing- try to look forward with a grateful heart toward all the things that Jesus is preparing for you. Because you ARE truly loved & valued! And Jesus wants you to have a closer, intimate relationship with Him First, before seeking one with anybody else. 💖 Let Him guide you, and reveal to you what True Love should look like- so you'll know what you should expect.
God bless you sister, prayers of healing & abundant love sent your way!
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Lord Jesus, I pray for complete healing, and reversal of this diagnosis that the Dr's are speaking over Jessie. All to Your Glory Lord, and covered & cancelled by power of your blood. Thank you Jesus, I believe there is nothing too great for you! Amen. 🙏💖🙌🙏

Lord Jesus, I pray that you send guiding messengers into Craig's path- and make it beyond a shadow of doubt that these messages & guides are coming from You... Help us all to remember your promises and that you'll never leave nor forsake us Lord. I also ask that you heighten Craig's awareness of your guiding presence, and great love and provision with undeniable confirmations the next few weeks.. please help him to humbly accept whatever this next journey is that you have in mind for him Lord, and to help strengthen his faith and bless him & his family beyond measure.. In your precious name I pray, Amen 🙏