Please pray for bronchitis to go away. I've never had it before and the meds aren't working. Please also pray that God gives me his peace so I can sleep tonight and this panic and anxiety goes away from not being able to breathe.

Please pray God would help me. I'm overwhelmed and don't know how to fix the mess I'm in. I'm lost and I'm so burdened. I feel so alone and forgotten by God.

Please pray for me. I feel forgotten by God. Totally forgotten, abandoned, or at least ignored.

Please pray God gives me a reason to hope things will get better. I just want Him to carry me or at least respond to my cries.

Please pray that God has mercy on me and rescues me. I'm so lost. I don't know what to pray for anymore. Please pray God gives me hope and peace and faith. I've exhausted all my hope. I am trying to accept that I won't be saved, that God won't heal me, and I won't get to heaven. I am trying to go on and be a good person despite this. I try to keep it to myself. I hide my pain and addictions and depression because I don't want to upset people because they can't help me. Only God can help me. I have prayed for years. I'm done with life. I live for people that I love but I really don't want to stay here. I really wish God didn't give me a conscience if He wasn't planning on letting me into heaven. I say that because it's how I feel. Rejected and unworthy. So why do I care about people and why am I still going to hell?

I'm tired. I'm desperate. I'm falling apart. I've struggled with depression for 20 years, I've had an eating disorder for just as long. 3 years ago, my eating disorder turned into an addiction. It's awful and embarrassing. I was conditioned to believe I was unworthy for anything good. I still struggle to accept and believe God's unconditional love applies to me. This burden I carry inside, its getting to me. I used to be healthy but now I'm always sick and I feel tired constantly. My hair is starting to break despite how many vitamins I take. I don't want to stop and gain weight. I feel stupid for still letting that bother me. I feel like its all I have left and why would God allow me to be robbed of what little I have left? Why does He want me to be fat and ugly and sad? I already feel like a failure too much to ask for any help and I know it will only lead to me being judged. I have prayed for God to take this depression away 20 years now but my prayer is never answered. It used to make me angry but now I'm hopeless. Only God can help me. I don't even know what I'm asking for in prayer. It would be nice to know what its like to be truly happy and at peace. I was such a happy child. I don't know what happened to me.

Please pray that God would help me see my life from a different (more positive) perspective and that He would show me His love for me to encourage me and motivate me to make the changes I need to make in my life. Please pray that God would show me how I can help myself.

Please pray God would give me a reason to keep hoping things will get better and that He is for me.

Please pray for me. I got myself into a situation that I can't fix on my own. Reaching out has never worked in my favor. I don't know who I can trust. I am afraid to hope in anyone anymore. It's hard to keep going when you've lost hope. I don't know what to ask for or even what I need. I can't even bring it to light without some sort of plan. I know I will be judged harshly and possibly disowned. Love always had conditions growing up. I try to accept and love everyone as they are. I know how terrible it is to grow up where you're only loved if you act or behave a certain way. The irony is, I wanted to make someone happy and that is how I got into this particular death snare/addiction. I can't recieve unconditional love. I struggle to try to accept it and it's almost impossible for me to believe it applies to me also. I've cried out to God so many times since I was 10 and had clinical depression. I tried to explain how I felt to my parents and they punished me because they thought I was acting spoiled. I had to realize and try to cope with the fact that they didn't understand, they didn't care to understand, they didn't want me to act like that, and I was on my own with this. So, I started cutting myself to feel better. Someone must have mentioned it to my parents. Only after I was told how selfish and embarrassing I was and asked half a dozen times, "How could you do this to us?", did they reluctantly take time out of their lives and let me see someone. I guess it was busy that time of year. It was hard to schedule me in so I ended up ruining Christmas that year. I'm 35. I have had this depression for over 20 years. Nothing really has helped it. I was really close with my dad until I was about 12. Then he decided I remind him of his mother and he doesn't talk to her so he basically stopped talking to me. I don't know if that is why that was the start of my eating disorder but I think it might be. So I had this eating disorder till maybe three years ago. I met this guy and when I still cared if he liked me, I started using this drug he was using. I did it because I was with people all day at work and I would see him and he would want me to be social and normal and I didn't have time to recharge and I didn't want to be weird to him so I said whatever and made a bad decision. I knew it at the time too. I thought, I don't like to be sad all the time for no reason and no one else wants to be around me when I'm like that. I'll do this and be more normal. The weight loss thing was another incentive and since I already had a preexisting issue with that, I really didn't have a chance. Please pray God would show me the reason why He would put someone who really only wanted to love and be loved by others in such a family. I need an answer how I'm supposed to deal this as it is much more than I can handle and I only attract abusive people into my life. I need to know why He would put a conscience into a person He only planned to damn anyway.