Please pray for me. I feel like I'm too far gone and its too late. I'm losing the will to fight my addiction or fight for my life.
Please pray God transforms my heart and mind to align with His will. Please pray God gives me the strength and grace and encourages me to go on even though there is no signs of my battle ever being over. Please pray I get some answers to my prayers and things for once in my life will start making sense.
I pray that anyone who prays for my freedom from meth and my ongoing battle with depression (+20 years), would recieve a Job-like blessing. I have always wanted to help people and alleviate suffering. I won't take any freedom or blessing I recieve for granted. I will bless and help other people too when I'm healthier. I am noting who has prayed for me and will be praying for those who pray for me. Even if I missed you, God knows and He most definitely will reward you. This I know.
Please pray that God would end the trial I'm going through. I am tired of hiding this, I'm ashamed, I've been judged enough in life to know to be vulnerable is to get hurt. I can't do this myself and I can't keep going. Please pray God would reach out and rescue me. He knows I won't reach out. I want to, but I won't. Please pray for me that this gets better. This burden and everything else is too much for me. God knows I never turned anyone away in their trouble, though it has always happened to me so I'm afraid to reach out anymore. Please pray God would rescue me or intervene in my life or give me a feeling that I deserve to get help.
Please pray God would take control of my life and change it for the better and have me get healthy and recover from an addiction to meth. Please pray God would calm my fears about gaining weight, and that God and the Holy Spirit would help me open up my heart and be able to recieve God's unconditional love for me. Please pray God would help me forgive everyone who hurt me in the past, especially Brad. Please pray God would save my soul and my life. I don't know how sick I really am, I have a meth addiction that I developed to cope with 20+ years of depression that doesn't respond to anything. I'm in a really really bad situation and to make a long story short, I grew up with conditional love. Anytime I really needed emotional support growing up, I had to try to comfort myself. I struggle to recieve any love because I've been given the message I'm unworthy so many times. That's also why I never reached out, and also I would embarrass my family. Please pray God would deliver me. I honestly don't know how much longer I can live like this. I don't want to die of an overdose or suicide but that is my fate most likely if God won't intervene.
Please pray God saves my soul. I am addicted to a drug and I tried to go without it and I really struggle. I don't want to be a slave to it and I don't want to willfully sin. I feel like I almost can't help it and I really don't like that about myself. Please pray God makes it impossible for me to get access to this drug anymore because if I have it in my possession I can't leave it alone. I don't want to be willfully sinning but I'm such a coward about everything. Please pray God would fix this situation so I never can go back to this. I hate my addiction. I am ashamed and embarrassed of it. Please pray God saves my soul no matter what it takes.
Please pray God and the Holy Spirit give me whatever I need to make it through this. I'm alone and I have no friends and I want to end my life but I'm trying with all my heart not to. I can't deal with this pain please please please from the bottom of my heart please pray God hears my cry and has mercy on me. My life is at stake. I can't do this alone, I can't hold on much longer. I don't want to die but its beginning to feel like there is no way out. Please pray God helps me. I'm really not ok. I should be screaming for help but I tried that when I was little and people told me it made them uncomfortable. I won't make a sound. I'm dying in silence. At this rate, someone will find my body somewhere and everyone will be like we had no idea. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I can't handle this. I can't suffer in silence alone but it makes people uncomfortable. I can't find a way out. Please pray God is on my side and will fight this battle for me.
I don't want to take my life but I can't bear living with depression and this addiction anymore. I have no friends. I have no one who understands. My ex is a narcissist and makes me feel increasingly suicidal. I can't get out of my situation alone. I don't want to bother people with my problems so I'm not reaching out. I'm quiet when I should be screaming for help. God knows I'll die quietly. Please pray God intervenes in my situation in whatever way He chooses and turns it around before its too late and I give up hope completely. I'm almost at the end of my rope. This is a serious request. My life depends on it. Please pray for me. I don't want to die.
Please pray God intervenes quickly and immediately in my life. My life is at stake. No one around me even has a clue. Even if they knew, it would be my fault. So I suffer in silence. Please pray God intervenes before this pain becomes more than I can handle.
Please pray God takes me out of my situation and restores me to how I was when I was really young. I can't handle this sorrow. I can't pretend I'm ok. I'm literally dying from the inside out. My fate doesn't look good. Please pray God helps me immediately because I won't be ok on my own. I'm drowning in plain sight. My family rejected my pain long ago saying it made them uncomfortable and go express that emotion when you're alone. I can't do this any longer please pray for me. I'm out of options.
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