Please pray God gives me a reason to hold on and a reason to keep hope alive that it will get better. I don't want to do this anymore.

Please pray God would help me open my heart and surrender and be able to recieve His grace and mercy and unconditional love and let it surpass the stubborn unworthiness that is currently blocking any type of healing that could happen. Please pray God would help me know His voice and what He wants me to do in my situation. Please pray God would help me with grace and courage to do it and give me peace to accept whatever His will is for my life. Please pray God would deliver me from a drug addiction and depression and suicidal thoughts.

Thankyou to everyone who prays for me. I truely appreciate it. I probably wouldn't still be here today if you didn't. Please pray God would clear my mind and open my heart. I don't know what I need or how to ask for it. I just need this pain to end. I'm afraid if I get sober while I already have chronic preexisting depression that it will swallow me up completely. I know I won't make it out of it alive and I'm dreading facing something I will inevitably have to. I've tried to run from this pain. I've tried to sit with it. It never leaves and I'm afraid it will be so intense it will literally kill me or mentally destroy me or at least my sanity. I feel so lost and terrified. I feel like I'm heading to slaughter with no stopping it. Please pray God will make this disappear. Please pray God would have mercy on me and not let me be destroyed or take my life if it gets too bad.

Please pray for me. I am really feeling to urge to give up. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for 20 years now and nothing really helps. No medicine or therapy or anything really makes a difference. I have prayed to God but my prayers never seem to get answered. I feel like there is no end to this. I know I can't do another 20 years barely hanging on. Along with an addiction, I am tired of everything. I am tired of life and overwhelmed about fixing it. I don't trust anyone. I can't open up because I've been burned so many times in the past. God doesn't answer my prayers even though I have prayed and cried out to Him almost every night. I don't know if He even cares or hears me. I need to be heard and understood. I don't feel either. I don't want to end my life but this is too much to handle and God won't respond to me no matter how much I cry or pray or anything. I'm losing the will to fight this anymore. God doesn't care so I don't have a chance. I'm trying to hold on in case He does care but it's getting to be too much work to even hope anymore. I feel I'm being crushed to death and I can't breathe.

Please pray for me. I'm feeling dizzy and I feel defeated like I can't win no matter how hard I try. I feel lost and weary and like my heart could stop beating any second. I can't handle all this sorrow in my heart. Please pray God would heal me quickly

Please pray for me. I'm really really really anxious and upset and I can't relax even though everything hurts and even though I have been crying it hasn't gotten any better. I don't know if this will ever get better. My heart is so sad it's affecting my breathing. Please pray for me that God will give me peace. I feel like I can't be strong anymore. Please pray God makes me stop having this feeling and gives me peace.

Please pray God turns my heart of stone to a heart of flesh that yields willingly to God's desires and trusts God completely. Please pray I desire what God desires for me. Please pray God helps me with the Holy Spirit to truly be saved and born again and changed. I've tried to change my old bad habits but I can't alone. I need this unconditional love and grace. This wasn't given to me growing up. I had to earn love so now accepting it as free is near impossible to do people say just surrender but I've been so lost as how to even do that I want to so bad and I want to be changed but I can't will it and there is no describing how the process works. Its gotten me in tears many nights. I feel my unworthiness is overpowering all other thoughts. Please pray God would rescue me and help me fully recieve this love that I cannot recieve or surrender on my own. People have such an easy time with it, I feel like something must be terribly wrong with me because I get it in my head but my heart won't accept it. No matter how hard I try and will it to. Please pray God would fix and change me and not leave me behind. I want to change. I'm trying to change. I'm failing mostly. Please pray it's enough and God responds.

Please pray God saves me. I've given all I have i can't make it on my own. Please Abba hurry.

Please pray for me. That God would calm my spirit and soul and help me sleep. Please pray God would have mercy on me I have so much mental and physical pain. I can't think what to ask please pray God has mercy on me. Also, that God would please forgive me when I act out because I really really really want His attention because I'm really hurting and desperate and not because I mean any of it. I'm crushed in spirit to the point its hard to breathe my heart is so heavy I can't breathe in very much please pray God heals me. Thankyou so much and God bless you.

God isn't coming through. I really really really need Him to or my life is over. Literally, its over. It hurts that He takes away the little peace and joy left I have in life. That is what I get for loving you God. That is what I get for trying to show you my love for You.