when will it end????????????? maybe 2013 is the year for me and have a change in my lyf and my GoD bless me and all of my love one's day in and day out amen plzzz pray for me again for a change

i just want a better lyf dis 2013 and i want to change my lyf forever w/ GOD

i cant understand wat i fell 2day ifeel so angry because of my problems lyk my own family and my self plz help me