i have a problem. and it always make me so stressful, depression i always thinking why this is always happen to me. sometimes i can't control it. i always getting mad to my office friend. one day, she made a mistake, and maybe it because she's less careful in her work/responsibilities. until i had come to pay the loss. i work in the bank as a teller. and many times she always made a mistake b'cos of her lack carefully.and so i also always get angry from the leader. she always apologized. im tired. she was older than me. she's smart and there is so many ppl love her. but i never told ppl about her. but my mind always hated her. every we meet, my heart always angry. i hated being like this. i want to forgive her, i want to change, i do not to envy, pride and hated. but i want to be more patience, wisdom, because we're only a human and not perfect. because we are not infallible. i pray to God to change me, to renew me, please pray for me..... i need it