God, Ok I have gotten my books to study. I do not take tests well. So I am praying that you will help me to study right and pass this test. If I could get what my heart desires in the mean time that would be wonderful. You know my thoughts my desires and what I would love to do. Please help me get it. you know my husband doesn't like me at all, you have heard what he has said for a long time and just the other day. Nothing good about me. I am selfish, think of only myself, lazy, do nothing for anyone, and just plan don't get it. I don't feel that I am that way. Yes, I am stubborn but I really do try and work on that. I really think with all my heart that my marriage is over and I just need to move on. I feel as though I am not worthy like others and you know I pray at night for you not to let me wake up, and when I do you know how depressed I am that I did. I just feel as though the last almost 16 years of marriage the only thing good that has come of it our my children. I am not saying that I don't/didn't love my husband but I feel as though he didn't/doesn't love me. I try very hard to be a good person. Yes I have don't things wrong. I have tried to change and still trying. I just don't feel as though it is getting me anywhere but more hatred from my husband. Please, I will study and take this test and hope to God that I pass but in the meantime please help me to get what I desire and to help me move on from all the negative. In God's name I pray.

Dear God, I sit here and I listen to people say that the one thing I wish for will never happen. So then I ask why is it that I am not worthy like other are? You see in my home, you see in my heart. Please help me to be worthy, and help me with what I wish for.
In God's name I pray.

Dear God, Here I am once again. I'm not even sure what to say or what kind of help to ask for. I have asked out right for things and that hasn't happened. I am sure I wasn't suppose to ask what I asked for and that is why I haven't gotten it. Well here I am asking for a miracle. My husband has put an altamative on our marriage and the big one, (well 2nd to big one) is that my handicapped brother has to move out. I have been doing research that last couple of days (I have a stress headache from it) and my brother and myself are trying to wrap our heads around it. Also with the other one is to get a job were I can make mass money ( I will never be able to make what my husband does) I understand why he insists on it but I have been a stay at home mom for 9 years and that is what I wish I could still do. I guess the miracle I am asking is that some how we can (yes, I am going to just ask) get some kind of devine help on winning the jackpot on either mega or powerball. I ask because I think that between me and my husband we have both said, made accusation to each other that I am not sure will ever be able to fix let alone forgive each other and I have to face the fact that I think my marriage is over. We want different things in life. He keeps saying he is 48 and doesn't "need" to ask permission to go and do what he wants. He is right! He had an emotional affair with another woman for about a year and I am suppose to let it go and not bring it up because according to him it wasn't
an affair. Well anyway I think we need time apart to figure out if we want to work on our marriage ( which I think I do, I am not sure) or say it is time to go our own ways. We have 2 children to consider in our decision. I have a very hard time with all of it. He sleeps on the couch every night (for at least the last year except Christmas Eve, because he knew the kids would be up early). I can not afford to move out and now that my brother has to move I lose that job so no money at all from me. I don't know what to do. HELP please. In God's name I pray.

Dear God here I am AGAIN. You say keep faith, people say keep faith. I will admit I am having huge troubles doing this. :( I need you so much and I feel as though I am so very alone. Here it is real fast. My husband has had an affair that I can't seem to look past. My handicapped brother lives with us and on a daily basis he lies and steals. My 11 yr old son who is 11 thinks he is 30 and can say and do what every he wants. ( He is SLOWLY learning not true). I am angry all the time. My husband says I am selfish and think of no one but myself. ( Maybe if him and I had any kind of connection that is not negative he might realize my feelings and actions are because there is NOTHING between us). What else am I suppose to do? I think I have done everything everyone has wanted from me but yet I feel as though I am the dirt they walk on. How can one keep faith when you keep getting run into the ground? You know what I want. I want to start over. New house, my kids etc. You know what I want. I need not to feel so alone and usless. Please God help me find the ways. In God's name I pray.

Here I am again God asking for the unthinkable. You know what I am talking about. I really need to find peace and it is not working here with the situation. Tonights the night. I ask again to please help me grant what I am seeking most now and I will never ask again. Please God help me to get what my heart desires. I will try to forgive but it sure is hard when you are betrayed by the once person who said they would be with you through hard times. Vows didn't seem to be enough for him and now here I am and I don't trust anyone. Help me to find trust again in all. In God's name I pray.

Dear God, I know I am not suppose to ask for this... Here I am asking though. You know my struggles, you know my husband is very angry and unhappy, you know he had an emotional affair. I can not do this by myself. You also know my deepest desires on what I would love to do. I ask/beg/plead with you to help me to win the jackpot powerball tomorrow. You know then that my husband would be happy. You also know that for the time being we most likely would live seperatly until we can work things out and I can learn to trust again and hopfully learn to trust my husband. I would also be able to do what I have wanted to to for a very long time. Please God I can not do this alone anymore. I need you by my side and telling me what I should do. I am sure you have already told me and I just didn't get it, so a slap in the face (so to speak) is what I am going to need. Please as a starter would you please help me to win that jackpot. I know I shouldn't be asking but I don't know where else to start. In God's name I pray. PLEASE help me God.

Dear God, I am praying for a miracle. My husband HATES me, Shows it everyday. Had an affair. Blames me when the money is gone. Calls me names. I really want to win this Powerball jackpot tonight so that we can either separate and see if we can forgive each other and move forward with our marriage or just go our own separate ways. I don't want that but right now I think we both have said and done enough to each other, that I don't see this light at the end of the tunnel. Help me. Please! In God's name I pray.

Dear God, I am praying for your help. I can't post it on my wall on fb because then I get lectured from my brothers or my husbands friends will see what I really want to say and tell him then I would just get yelled at and be accused of who knows what. I have no friends in person that I can talk to or vent to because according to my husband it is no ones buisness even though he wont talk to me. So with all that I am very alone. All I ask is for who ever reads this to just please pray for me. I will not see any (good or bad ) comments from anyone so all I have to go on is faith that someone somewhere will pray.
I don't feel like I am a selfish person, everything I do has always been to help others in anyway that I could. I think I am starting to feel resentment. I don't want to feel this way at all. Please help me get past this. I feel that I keep doing for everyone and oh boy for better lack of the word not getting anything back. Please don't get me wrong I would do everything I did all over again in a heart beat and I really don't feel that I deserve anything in return. I guess I just feel as though I would like a break. I try so hard to be a good person and do the right thing. Yes I have made so many mistakes in my life but I do try and not make them again. Is it unfair of me to want to be a stay at home mom? That is all I have ever wanted. I am for now but my husband yells at me all the time about how he needs me to get a job. I get the whole money thing, but I do bring in money he seems to forget that. With that why do I desever what I have gotten in return? My husband having an emotional affair with another woman for months now. I am trying to deal with this but I can't trust him. I hate that. At this point right now all I want is to win a lottery (yes I know I am not suppose to ask for that but here I am and I am asking, please help me win) so I can get a place for me and my two children who are my whole world. I have my handicapped brother who lives with me as well. That is not working out so well, you know that. So if I were to have to money I would be able to set him up in is own house and get him the care that he so desperately needs.
Oh I know I am rambling and I am sorry I did it on here but as I said before I have no one. Please God help me wilth all of my heartache and help me to were I can move on from here. I don't think this is really how you intended for my life to be. At least I would hope not. In God's name I pray.

Dear God, PLEASE help me to learn how to get over what my husband had done and to learn how to trust again. I can't and I don't like it. Please guide me because I am so lost right. All I want to do is run and hide and have my own home without him right now. I know I don't really want this but like I said I am lost and trust no one. Help me please God. In God's name I pray.

Dear God, I have not come out and said this on here before, but, I am asking that you please help me to win the lottery. I am in a situation that you know. and I am not sure if I am going to be able to forgive. Yes I am also asking for your help on forgiving my husband. I really need to start over and start a new life. I do wish and hope that it is with my husband but I think at this time we both need time to heal and to learn to forgive and most importantly learn to be able to talk to each other without yelling and doing the blame game. Please God help me with ALL of this. I really need your guidence and love right now. I am so alone in this world and I really don't think this is how you intended this to be for me. Yes I have made mistakes and ask that not only my husband but you well forgive for them. In God's name I pray.